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        <title>You turn around and it&#39;s time to let them go</title>   
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    I always believed you would stay this amazing complex little child that I would never quite be able to understand, but today, on your fourteenth birthday, I am forced to admit that you are no longer a fledgeling. You never were the type to cautio...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <published>2009-10-23T07:18:08Z</published>
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    I am taking a break, for awhile. A break from blogging, a break from life. A break from me.    <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>And in other news</title>   
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         They have (very recently) slashed the budget for mental health care in BC by such a huge margin it is insane (no pun intended).  Here on the island, they have closed down one entire psychiatric ward in the ONLY psyche hospital in Victoria. They ha...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>I wish I had a river so long, I would teach my feet to fly</title>   
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        <title>Let your heart guide you. It whispers, so listen carefully.</title>   
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         I have always seen magic. Everywhere I look there is something beautiful and breathtaking, and incomprehensibly majestic~ a glimpse of light as it filters through the trees; casting shadows on the ground. Leaves rustling as the trees bend and sway...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>With all the luck you&#39;ve had, why are your songs so sad?</title>   
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          Whats that you say? Why yes I do think it is time for another musical montage. Give my weary mind a rest and let other brilliant poets speak for me. You see, I have this struggle. I wake up with it. It plagues me all day. And at night, at night i...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>I know you</title>   
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        <published>2009-10-16T09:26:35Z</published>
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         This post comes with a warning. It contains some material which might be extremely triggering to some people. If you think you fit into this category, please please please, do not read this poem.  **************************************************...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>Don&#39;t ask why little birdy, it just is</title>   
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          What has happened lately? I spent a hectic week (and by hectic I mean...&quot;okay Logan I really don&#39;t want to leave this to the last minute&quot; but still managaing to finish with only a half an hour to spare before having to leave for the airport, even...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>Brilliant and amazing and forever broken</title>   
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        <published>2009-10-10T07:56:42Z</published>
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    In the stillness of the predawn morning, the air is chilled with ghostly memories.  I took a break from blogging for a little while. It was needed...too much emotion, too much...venting and ranting and whining.  They churn inside my mind, gnawing...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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        <title>Today is brought to you by the letter T</title>   
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        <published>2009-10-06T10:06:10Z</published>
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      Tired, tested, triumphant. The group experience went well ( I will tell you about an interesting aspect, but not tonight...tonight the letter t is kicking my butt). I then spent 7 hours outside gardening and landscaping...taking advantage of th...   <p style="clear:both;"> 
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