2 posts tagged “kodi”

Last night I dreamt I couldn't breathe. I was choking....and despite what I tried to do, I couldn't dislodge the mass in my throat. In the waking world, I struggled to shrug off the feelings. Metaphores...analogies....the simple truth is I've let things get too far. Again. I am approaching that inpatient stage.....struggling with every piece of me against the fight. Wanting to give in.

My roomate, concerned....stayed down here tonight under the pretense of not being tired.

She fell asleep in the broken chair with Kodi asleep on her lap. Kodi...the wonderful beautiful creature that deserves better then me.

So today is actually tomorrow....and it seems I've messed up NaBloPoMo already. And I hope you'll excuse me. I'm afraid I've been a bit off. That being said.......

Michaela was in a cooking mood....and so we filled the kitchen with popcorn balls, cupcakes, cookies. She made her famous grilled cheese.... It was good to see her happy, smiling. She hasn't done a lot of that in a long long time. Since before the move really. I worry about her. She worries about me. We worry together.

Master Kodi and Sir Norton are warily beginning to like each other now. Not that Kodi ever disliked Norton. They are good entertainment....which typically goes like this:

Kodi spots Norton. Norton flattens ears, and begins to wag tail remarkably fast. Kodi proceeds to dance around him, happily smiling and wagging his tail. Norton sits calmy and waits to trap Kodi. Kodi falls for the trap.Norton waits until Kodi is within reaching distance, then proceeds to box his ears soundly and smartly.

There is nothing funnier in the world than this exchange. Watching Kodi....determined to make a new friend, and Norton (who secretly enjoys playing with Kodi, but is determined to show him that Norton owns the house). There is nothing stupid about Kodiak.......he absolutely knows what will happen. But you see.....he is making strides.....Norton has stopped hissing and baring his teeth. Victory for Kodi!